Wednesday, February 4, 2009

You know just once I would love to wake up and be able to jump out of bed. Remember those spring days when you wake up, the windows open and you can smell the grass and smell the sunshine? It is a great feeling isn't it? Well, I would love to wake up feeling like that again! The kind of feeling where you feel ALIVE on the inside!
Granted I can get up and get going some mornings but it is never with a spring in my step. Most mornings it takes me at least 2 hours to get going. (sometimes more) I wake up and I feel as though my body weighs a ton and my legs are on fire.
Jim has been very patient with me and that is one of the MANY reasons I love him!
I want to feel NORMAL! In my mind I remember what that feels like so why can't my body listen to my mind? Today I woke up at 8:45 and by 11:00 I was moving around. Of course there goes my morning!


  1. Well hopefully if you start blogging when you get up in the morning, and you will feel like that day has started out good, the only time i have a spring in my step or feel alive in the morning is if i know i am riding the motorcycle or going fishing,,, hold your head high.