Getting ready for youth group...just woke up from a nap and I am trying to become alive now. It was so very hard getting ready for church, I am so glad I did though! As usual it was a great sermon. I must admit, I couldn't keep my eyes open towards the end. I was not bored just got so tired all of a sudden. I should have gotten up and walked in the hall for awhile.bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb OOP I just closed my eyes for a little bit and my finger was on the key!
Still taking my tummy medicine. Actually it is another one he gave me to try. No luck yet but the dam has to break sometime, I hope!
I keep falling asleep.
I so want to sleep....I have gotten absolutely nothing done today or this weekend! It is so frustrating not getting things done. I just want to clean my house!!!
My legs hurt today but the rest of my body feels like I have the flu. I am hoping for sunshine this week....it helps!! I think I am going to talk to Jim about joining Planet Fitness, I have to do this!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gizzy is sounding better....

This has been a long day! I had to go to a meeting this morning and other than that I have done nothing all day! I have not even left the house! I layed around and watched the Sci Fi channel and laughed at how stupid the movies are...there is a gator theme going on today. I have just been pretty useless today having no energy. I did have a spurt about an hour ago, enough to sweep the kitchen floor. I did have intentions to mop the floor but that kinda went out the window. My neck and shoulders have been hurting me all day. As usual my legs are hurting. I have just been so tired all day. Lets put it this way, I didn't even go to the hospital to see Benjamin Dean (Maggie and Robs new baby) and I so wanted to see him.
I know Jim has been getting frustrated with me this week....
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day...it has rained all day!!

I actually woke up early again this morning but it didn't last 2 long....I couldn't stay awake! My body felt like a heavy weight.....
I felt as if my shoulders and neck would explode! The pain was pretty bad for the first 1/2 of my day. If only I could have a massage every morning...I am dreaming I know!
Once I got going, I did take Maggie for a walk. I need to get energy some how. Maybe I'll have enough energy tonight to actually take a shower. I cleaned Jim's offices and I actually didn't
break out in a bad sweat today. It has been so nice.
I should get my blood test back next week, which will let me know if I am heading to menopause...
Gizzy is doing ok, just please continue to keep him in your thoughts and prayers.
Well, I gotta go...we are having a baby!! Ha..got your attention didn't I??? Not me and Jim but our friends Maggie and Rob. (Leatrices daughter) Just got a call they are at the hosp. This means I have to take a shower...yea!

Well I went to the doctors today. I got blood drawn to test me for early menopause!!! I don't know if that is a good thing or not....we are trying to figure out why I am sweating sooo much. To the point of it being very embarrassing! If it is not early menopause, then we are going to try and ween me off one of my medicines, Effexor. Then if that does not work, then we go from there.
I also got another medicine to HOPEFULLY help me with my tummy issues! Keep yours fingers crossed!!
My feet have really been giving me some issues today, hurting. My legs are about a 6 today and upper body not so bad, about a 4. I did wake up pretty easy today. Actually, Jim woke me up about 8:40 with a phone call and I actually stayed awake. My brain felt pretty clear and that was sooo nice. Right now I am typing this and my arms feel pretty heavy. I want to take a nap but am not, have to get ready for bible study.
My poor baby, Gizzy is very sick! Please pray for him to get better....

OK where is it all going????? If it is not coming out, where is it????? This is beyond funny!!! My body is so swollen, my fingers look and feel like sausages that are going to explode....I want to scream, cry, yell, throw something!!!
My pain is there, all over my body and I have this on top of it....Sooo please imagine how I feel right now!
I don't want to type anymore.....

I wonder how many laxatives I can take before I blow up? You know it is sad when you take them, 2 days in a row and nothing happens...and people wonder why I am in a ill mood some days...or say I weigh a ton!!
Last night my legs were aching pretty bad ( 5 out of 10)
My facial sweating was very bad on the way to Paul and Michelles for out IST meeting...It got better when I sat in front of the window, I was so relaxed. Beautiful night....even the bike ride home was nice and I was wearing shorts. Thanks Michelle for the jacket...
Slept really good last night only woke up once with Maggie. I slept hard, don't really remember Jim leaving...but I do remember your kissing me. Always remember that!!!! Yummy!!
When I finally woke up, I felt like I had been hit by a brick..a very big brick. As I always say, the house could have caught on fire and I would not have known.
I did wake up about 9:00 am just couldn't move. I hate that my body doesn't work so well first thing some days!!
Today my legs are about a 6....my ankles and feet a 6...my shoulders and arms feel so tied up in knots they could break!!!
I have to get going now though I have an appointment to get to....

Wow it was a busy weekend and a beautiful weekend. Saturday Jim and I had a bunch of friends over for a cookout...(thank you baby for helping me clean) Sunday morning was a tough morning. Once I got started though, it was pretty good. Took a much needed nap during the afternoon. Really glad I did because we went bowling with the youth from the church. I must admit, I bowled the worst 2 games of my life. Had an awesome time though. We have some great youth in our church!! Check out the pictures on my facebook.
Back to Friday night...it was pretty tough for me. My legs were in such pain, I didn't really want to talk to anyone. My ankles and feet are becoming more of a problem every day.
Saturday I was so happy to be able to get things done....my pain was there but I had the energy to get stuff done. I took my time but got it done.
Sunday morning as I said was a tough start but my pain was pretty o.k. THE ONLY PROBLEM I WANT TO COMPLAIN ABOUT IS SWEATING! FACIAL SWEATING!! I am soooo embarrassed to be seen out when this starts happening. I can't control it!! I look like I have been swimming once I am done with the "episode". I really am mortified when it happens....it is really gross and I can't control it. I have been on line researching and now have a doctors app this week. Just one more reason for me not to want to go anywhere...this has got to stop...please!
If anyone has suggestions, I am listening. On line they talk about a surgery??????
Today is a pretty laid back day for me..kinda catching up, recovering from the weekend. Pretty busy week ahead....My body is really not hurting just very heavy feeling!