I'm still alive....

I'm laying here thinking I have nothing to do and so, blogging it is!! I actually have things I could do, like work in the yard, (pick up branches, clean out beds and pick up dog poop) clean the house (which it really doesn't need) take my dog for a walk (which I will do later)

I really need to find something to do with my time! I don't have tons of energy but I would like to feel like I have a purpose with my days!!!  It is really hard to not let my depression get the better of me on days like this....but I won't let it win!!!

Jim and I are going to the Y tonight after he gets off work. I'm really looking forward to that...it's one of my favorite things to do....:-) One thing that does make me feel better is the few pounds I have lost, now just 10 more to go!! The crucial part is I have got to get better with my workouts...I will be 50 this year and I have been saying for the past couple yrs that by 50 I would be looking better, well I need to get on the ball!!! I have some wedding jeans to get back into....:-)

50!!!!!!!!!!! W0W!!!!!!!!!!! THAT BLOWS  MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!