We went on vacation last week and I am happy to report that for the most part I was able to do everything that everyone else did. I have already written about this but I have to again to get to what I want to say now. The firs morning, I had to stay behind because I hurt so bad and was so tired while everyone else went out. I started to get a cold on Thursday but that didn't really kick in till we got home. So I am really thankful for no bad fibro flares :)
SO WHY CAN'T I COME HOME AND FEEL OK???? I have almost gotten over my cold. I am so exhausted this week, I have gotten very little done. All I want to do is lay down...Now I am having a small shingles outbreak!!!! (In a very bad spot too) I think my body is trying to pay me back for last week. I could see if it was a wild week but we were in bed early pretty much every night and were pretty laid back. The really hard part is I can't fight it. I am still learning not to do that...it isn't easy though. I want to go, I want to do things with my husband. I hate that I can't do things with him and our friends. Right now he is having drinks and just called and asked me to come up and join them, I had to say no.
Jim just got a call from his best friend from high school. He is in town and he has only seen him once that I know of in about the last 20 years. I feel so bad because he is coming over and I am like O crap!!! Jim is excited to see his friend and I am the fuddy duddy that wants to rain on his parade.....my house is dirty, I have dust everywhere. I have to take a shower!!!!
I used to not be like this!! I HATE THAT THIS STINKING DISEASE HAS CHANGED ME SO MUCH!!!!! I DON'T LIKE WHAT IT HAS DONE TO ME!!!!!!