This site is designed to record the progress of living with, dealing with, and trying to understand the Invisible Disease. I hope to have post from myself, my husband, and my children on what its like as a family to live and deal with Fibromyalgia.
I was on Facebook and decided to look at my blog and I landed on yours. I hope you get this note. I know your original note is from a year ago. But I had to write you and tell you I understand every thing you wrote. It's like you were writing about me. I too have fibromyalgia and it's so hard to keep going. The pain is overwhelming 24/7/365 daily. Fibromyalgia creeped up on me in my 30's. And it was full blown 11 years ago when I had to take a leave of absence from work; the pain was screaming at me. I lost my career my life as I knew it and struggled and struggled to bounce back one more time. I used to love to go places and do things daily. I would take weekend trips to the Rocky Mountians to go hiking, biking, canoeing with friends. I can go back with my memories, I loved pushing myself physically, breaking a sweat, working on my cardio, free weight training, circuit training, streching, eating healthy and feeling good daily. That was the old me. I'm still fighting and accepting my illnesses. After I went off work, I was in 2 car accidents. Which has added Post Concussion Syndrom. I am alone now and I struggle with making appointments, dates, whatever... commitments, I hate cancelling or being a no show. I hope you have found peace with Fibro and your family and friends too. God Bless!
It is no secret that I have a very deep and personal relationship with God. I have pushed and resisted that relationship this past year through all the bullshit I have had to go through living with Herpes but once again, God is bigger than my stubbornness and broke through that outbreak cold sore and all I had Genital Herpes. For me personally, hearing over and over how I am not good enough has really invaded my mind in the worst way possible. I completely shut down and I was just waking up like is this how life going to end this temporary herpes outbreak “fuck everybody with herpes if you know what I mean” but let's be honest here... It is a cowardly to say no to herbal medicine. It is fear based. And it is dishonest to what my heart wants. Don't build a wall around yourself because you are afraid of herbals made or taking a bold step especially when it's come to health issues and getting cure. So many young men/ women tell me over and over that Dr Itua is going to scam me but I give him a try to today I feel like no one will ever convince me about herbal medicine I accept Dr Itua herbal medicine because it's cure my herpes just two weeks of drinking it and i have been living for a year and months now I experience outbreak no more, You can contact him if you need his herbal medicine for any such diseases like, Herpes, Schizophrenia,Cancer,Scoliosis,Fibromyalgia,Fluoroquinolone Toxicity Syndrome Fibrodysplasia Ossificans Progressiva.Fatal Familial Insomnia Factor V Leiden Mutation ,Epilepsy Dupuytren's disease,Desmoplastic,Diabetes ,Coeliac disease,Creutzfeldt–Jakob,,Lyme Disease,Epilepsy, ,ALS,Hepatitis,Copd,Parkinson disease.Genetic disease,Fibrodysplasia disease,Fibrodysplasia Ossificans Men/Woman infertility, bowel disease ,Huntington's disease ,Diabetes,Fibroid. disease,Lupus,Lipoid Storage diseases( Gauchers disease),Polycystic Disease.,Cerebral Amyloid Angiopathy, Ataxia,Cirrhosis of Liver,Arthritis,Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis,Alzheimer's disease,Adrenocortical carcinoma.Asthma,Allergic,HIV, Epilepsy, Infertility, Love Spell,. Email..drituaherbalcenter@gmail.com then what's app.+2348149277967.... My advice to any sick men/women out there is simple... Be Always an open book. Be gut wrenching honest about yourself, your situation, and what you are all about. Don't hold anything back. Holding back will get you nowhere...maybe a one way ticket to lonelyville and that is NOT somewhere you want to be. So my final truth...and I'm just starting to grasp this one..
I was on Facebook and decided to look at my blog and I landed on yours. I hope you get this note. I know your original note is from a year ago.
ReplyDeleteBut I had to write you and tell you I understand every thing you wrote. It's like you were writing about me. I too have fibromyalgia and it's so hard to keep going. The pain is overwhelming 24/7/365 daily.
Fibromyalgia creeped up on me in my 30's. And it was full blown 11 years ago when I had to take a leave of absence from work; the pain was screaming at me. I lost my career my life as I knew it and struggled and struggled to bounce back one more time.
I used to love to go places and do things daily. I would take weekend trips to the Rocky Mountians to go hiking, biking, canoeing with friends. I can go back with my memories, I loved pushing myself physically, breaking a sweat, working on my cardio, free weight training, circuit training, streching, eating healthy and feeling good daily. That was the old me.
I'm still fighting and accepting my illnesses. After I went off work, I was in 2 car accidents. Which has added Post Concussion Syndrom.
I am alone now and I struggle with making appointments, dates, whatever... commitments, I hate cancelling or being a no show.
I hope you have found peace with Fibro and your family and friends too.
God Bless!
It is no secret that I have a very deep and personal relationship with God. I have pushed and resisted that relationship this past year through all the bullshit I have had to go through living with Herpes but once again, God is bigger than my stubbornness and broke through that outbreak cold sore and all I had Genital Herpes. For me personally, hearing over and over how I am not good enough has really invaded my mind in the worst way possible. I completely shut down and I was just waking up like is this how life going to end this temporary herpes outbreak “fuck everybody with herpes if you know what I mean” but let's be honest here...
ReplyDeleteIt is a cowardly to say no to herbal medicine. It is fear based. And it is dishonest to what my heart wants. Don't build a wall around yourself because you are afraid of herbals made or taking a bold step especially when it's come to health issues and getting cure. So many young men/ women tell me over and over that Dr Itua is going to scam me but I give him a try to today I feel like no one will ever convince me about herbal medicine I accept Dr Itua herbal medicine because it's cure my herpes just two weeks of drinking it and i have been living for a year and months now I experience outbreak no more, You can contact him if you need his herbal medicine for any such diseases like, Herpes, Schizophrenia,Cancer,Scoliosis,Fibromyalgia,Fluoroquinolone Toxicity Syndrome Fibrodysplasia Ossificans Progressiva.Fatal Familial Insomnia Factor V Leiden Mutation ,Epilepsy Dupuytren's disease,Desmoplastic,Diabetes ,Coeliac disease,Creutzfeldt–Jakob,,Lyme Disease,Epilepsy, ,ALS,Hepatitis,Copd,Parkinson disease.Genetic disease,Fibrodysplasia disease,Fibrodysplasia Ossificans Men/Woman infertility, bowel disease ,Huntington's disease ,Diabetes,Fibroid. disease,Lupus,Lipoid Storage diseases( Gauchers disease),Polycystic Disease.,Cerebral Amyloid Angiopathy, Ataxia,Cirrhosis of Liver,Arthritis,Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis,Alzheimer's disease,Adrenocortical carcinoma.Asthma,Allergic,HIV, Epilepsy, Infertility, Love Spell,. Email..drituaherbalcenter@gmail.com then what's app.+2348149277967.... My advice to any sick men/women out there is simple... Be Always an open book. Be gut wrenching honest about yourself, your situation, and what you are all about. Don't hold anything back. Holding back will get you nowhere...maybe a one way ticket to lonelyville and that is NOT somewhere you want to be. So my final truth...and I'm just starting to grasp this one..