i think this is why i stopped blogging for awhile.....i got tired of saying the same thing over and over again! I feel like crap!!!!! I feel like my life is a vicious circle. Have some good days, some ok days, some really crappy days and then really really crappy days!!!
I wish I could just have my whole stomach cut out. I am laying here and I look like I am about 6 months pregnant. My stomach is just one giant burning pit!!! The pain is so bad that it wakes me up during the night. I roll over and the shooting pain wakes me. I woke up this morning and I felt like I had the flu from the waist up. The aches, it hurt to even touch parts of me....
It takes me about 2/3 hours to get moving and by that time, my day is almost over. I want to start getting up early!! I was getting up and going to the Y just over 3 weeks ago! I so loved that feeling. I know I will get through this feeling bad, it sucks until it does!!!
On the brighter note, have to get up and make myself move because I have things that need to get done: yard clean -up, clean downstairs, clean Jim's office, having friends over tonight. I have thought about cancelling but I am not going to have my life stop.
Jim, again I am so sorry that I have this.....you don't deserve having to deal with this!
One positive note, I am so proud of my step-son, Kyle. He is really a great photographer!!!