Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Another wasted day!

Well this has been a wasted day and I really hate that!!! I have always been a doer and a task master and having a body that won't let me do things makes me crazy! I go to bed with such high hopes for the next day and then the morning comes and I know that my body needs a few hours to get going but it is now 6:06pm and my body is still not going. It is so hard to explain but here goes.......I feel soooo run down, like I have worked a 60 hr work week. I mean I walk from the kitchen to the living room and I plop on the couch because I'm tired...I had such high hopes of getting our bathroom done today. I promised Jim it would be done and I don't like not being able to do what I said I would....I DON'T LIKE NOT BEING ABLE TO CONTROL MY BODY AND I DON'T LIKE WASTING MY DAYS!!!!! I'm supposed to be getting in the shower right now but the thought of standing up is exhausting me. This is also one of the times I hate it for Jim.....what I mean is lets say he comes home from work and wants to go somewhere together....that won't happen. Or worse yet Jim comes home from work and what does he see but his wife laying around being "lazy".  He says he understands and trust me when I say that I have been soooo blessed with him for a husband but it is still hard not being able to be the wife I want to be for him when he comes home from work....(get your mind out of the gutter, haha) what I mean is having supper cooking or just being up moving around.                                                                                                                                                                                                                  
My friends don't see this part of fibro......they are getting on with their lives today and they think that I am too.....haha boy are they fooled!

Ok so I now have to get up and get in the shower, Jim's daughter just went into labor and have to go to the hospital. I'll be ready when Jim gets home....

6 comments:

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    1. please give us a list of people that have found the root cause of fibro, that would be ground breaking information, maybe even lead to a cure,,, so who are these people,, sorry nothing frustrates me more is people preying on people with this disease talking about cures when there is not a single person standing up and saying i am cured,, here is what it is,,, if they had the cure they would give it freely becuase women with this wouldnt subject their worst enemy to this horible disease..... if you want to sell something go somewhere else

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  2. Soooo frustrating! So sorry sweetie. I totally understand and have been there so many days. I wish I had words of wisdom or something but I don't - just letting you know I've been there too and can relate. ::gentle hugs::

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  3. I so know what your saying......Your blog sounds so similar to my life....I just decided to blog my chronicles too,although it's all very new and still working it out.

    Its so cold here and it's such a daily struggle at the moment.I would love some feedback about about my blog,please visit and you too will see how similar we really are.www.fisforfibromyalgia.blogspot.com

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  4. tracy.rose@healthline.comAugust 6, 2012 at 11:57 AM

    Hi Lynn-Marie,

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    Please let me know if you have any questions.

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    Tracy

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  5. I thought I was the only one too tired to take a shower. Tehn to habe something happen that forces adrenelin. For me that means at least three days of mostly sleep to follow.

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